How the fuck is this possible?!

The Sickness



I'm 3 fucking days late, nothing in sight, I feel like I want to hurl all the time, I'm tired 24/7.  My breasts are HUGE. 


There are moments in your life that was basically make or break ones.  Right now I am the most angry I have been in a very long time.  I mistrust so much right now… first, and of course foremost, my own body.

How in the hell have I convinced myself of this so much that I respond as I have?  What else have I falsely convinced myself of?  So much doubt.

One thing ya'lls should know.  I'm pretty intense.  My emotions range from full on happy to full of rage at the drop of a hat.  Right now I am so very much on one side that I cannot think straight. 

Where in the fuck is my period?  Where the fuck is it?  Lets get this stupid shit over with.



4 responses to ‘How the fuck is this possible?!

  1. I am very sorry to hear your test was negative. I can honestly say I have been there. I know how you feel and I know how bad it hurts. I will continue to pray for you and others on this site. I just feel that every women should be able to be a mother if she wants to be. I know I would give anything I owned to be called Mom.


  2. Oh Lord.  I know that late feeling disturbance.  I was late last month and thought sure it was it but alas it was not.  I’m sorry :(  It’s getting harder to know what to say to my lady friends in the neighborhood who are trying to conceive and make it work.  Considering where you’ve been this must be a lot harder.


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